improvements

well i have improved and remembered the uid and pwd and logged in...gr8....i have improved......but what is improvements....there is no specific defination.....for some, what would be an improvement would actually not be an improvement..... for one person an improvement might bring sense of satisfaction, happiness.....for some one it might just be a sign to improve further, to better oneself further..... for some they dont let there improvements or no improvements effect their lives, neither of happiness of their lifes...such people are more content in life and their life is more fulfilling....whereas there is other set of people like me whose quest for improvement is so high, that they at times end up in high state of confusion....but then I derive lot of satisfication in the efforts to improve....but my efforts for improvements shows up as tension on my face...which is ideally not required.... it should be an inner struggle for improvement...like a duck who looks calm and poised while on top of the pond but underneath the water there is constant struggle to keep paddling and being afloat.....